Just finish watch moive with KitShan and the rest.. We watch the movie 'Reign of Assassins'.. Not Bad.. In the movie this lady had a unhappy 1st love.. As for her is not a easy to fall in love again.. Cos had hurt before in her love.. Than got this guy try to get her love.. @ the 1st this lady feel nothing much.. (In the center of the story let you go and see yourself) And this lady asked this guy whether want marry with her.. And they get married.. But in the end this ladys realise that she fall in love with the wrong person.. Cos this guy's father is this ladys who killed.. So @ the starting of the story is this guy wanted to revenge.. @ that piont of time this lady only had a question to asked.. 'Do you ever love mi before?'.. This guy reply.. 'Nope.. I acting only All I want is revenge..' @ the moment feel like wanted to cry.. and also wanted to give this guy a slap..
So Sad.. Is really not a easy to fall in love again once get a bad hurt, somemore is fall in love with someone should not fall in love with.. Is really damn f**king painful.. T_T..
Yesterday i suddenly feel like so angry and also wanted to cry.. And i really did.. I went to the washroom and cry and cry T_T.. And after that i come out from the washroom i saw KitShan.. I told her i need shoulder.. And she nv ask mi anything, she give mi a hug and lent mi her shoulder nxt sec i cry out damn loud.. This pain is like the pain i had 3yrs ago.. Is so painful.. As i told myself dun ever give this pain again to myself.. but i so careless.. I let the person to enter my "house".. I asked one of my frenz.. Should I throw away this pot of flower or should i wait for this flower to open???.. As wat my frenz reply.. Listen to my heart.. follow to my heart.. Until nw i still thinking of this question.. After cry out feel much more better.. Anyway thanks for KitShan to lent mi her shoulder for last nite.. Thanks to the guys who care for mi so much.. Promise there will not been 4th time le.. As wat i promise to KaiWen before.. =)
Nite/Morning=)
*Ps: For those who dun know anything abt it.. Pls dun ask mi wat happen, i know you care for mi but i just dun wan to say anymore abt it.. I scared once i say.. my eyes will turn red and is not just abit red. Hope you able to understand..Thx. :)
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